Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Of Guinea Pigs and Unfulfilled Wishes

Hush hush breakdown!

Swish swing shazzle bish bang boom.

Not in a particularly good mood for now even though today was rather enjoyable. Im procrastinating. NOOOOO. Im like pushing back all my work and studying even though I SPECIFICALLY told myself not to. Oh well. Self-control is not on my side today, nor will it ever be if I don't try.

Had Amaths lesson in the morning today. Apparently My Choy cut his hair even shorter, saying its more cooling and he can save shampoo and whatnot. Since I was feeling kinda rich, I paid Yap 2 bucks and dared her to say to him "Your hair looks good". (but the terms were only settled after much bargaining through the medium of passing notes in class) And yes she accepted it and went ahead with the task, thanking me for making her 2 bucks richer. hah. And after all the jokes were over, My Choy dumped us with more homework. RAR

Went to AMK Hub after changing my outfit (i wouldnt want to go out in school U.what if a teacher stalks me and catches me doing something st00p1d?). I arrived there like about 30 mins early and had to stone for a looong time with Jasper coz I had to wait for the others to come. We ate a very very quick lunch (we da-baoed macs) and then watched G-Force. (yknow the movie with the talking guinea pigs? Not too bad a movie, quite cute and funny) Unfortunately Jasper had to leave even before the movie started and then Sue Anne left after the movie, leaving me Amanda.C, Irvin and Wilson to wander around some more before I left for home.

Been surfing net ever since i reached home though I had originally planned to do some work. RAWR curse you lack of self control person! (which would be me)

Just

Just looking and waiting for a chance
just so you can notice me.
Just what is it that I am lacking?
That makes me transparent to you?

I tried to change my image.
No effect.
I spoke more.
I became loud mouthed.
I then spoke less (how ironic)
Even worse.
I appeared in front of you more,
but-

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Nuts to be you technology! (bashes computer)

REBOOTING....

I appeared in front of you more,
but I feel so dumb doing so.
Try to help, but get declined
I go to my other friends
but I still end up going near you.

Perhaps my little wish
will never become reality
But then again if I try hard
maybe I can strike a shot

wHOs Up fOr A gaMe of p00l PeEpz! (lol)

Nonetheless, my options I'll weigh
To go or to stay.
When I find the answer from my scales
Hopefully you're not in other vales.




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