Saturday, December 26, 2009

What is 3 years?

What is 3 years to you? 1095 days? 26280 hours? Nothing? I don't know how you would think.

But to me? It's 63 days. (I shall not give credit to my brother for saying this)

Another year has ended, and so has another theolo. I definitely miss the noise and fun, but I must admit, it hasn't affected me as much as last year's.

Yes its still the same, waking up at 5 plus just to shower, then spending luchtime to slack or to mug, fishing for guppies and sometimes whales, praying and sometimes failing to concentrate. Haha I even had fellow fishermen with me in the front row :D Then somewhere in between, I got hooked to instant cereal and ate them by the packets (without water) as well as mayo on toast. (Theolo has awesome food combis trust me) Im glad I still lost weight, or perhaps muscle. I don't know. But Im happy that I need a belt now XD

I made new friends, got to meet old ones, met a nice and very funny preacher and had fun torturing the overseas people with durians =) Missed a birthday and celebrated mine with the first test in theolo along with fasting over 2 meals (awesome bday present eh?)

But I feel as if it was not as fulfilling as it once was. Why?

Perhaps its because I have had such a horrible faith this whole year, that most of my theolo was spent on complaining and crying out for something that is already there. Or just perhaps I havent been able to move out of Babylon. Sigh, what happened?

"It took the Israelites a day to move out of Egypt, but it took 40 years and more to move Egypt out of them"

Lord help me to continue in my prayer, and help me to stand on the breaches in my life. Teach me to love more, and help me to believe. I shall continue to seek God and trust Him. For those that wait upon the LORD will have their hearts strengthened.

For all I can actually do is to trust Him and be strong.

And then after lessons in theolo officially ended, we went on an outing, first to Vivo then to Henderson Waves. I daresay that I did enough walking to last me for a long while. Seriously, going to some huge mall with no aim can REALLY kill your legs. Then we found a ship called the Doulos (or whatever its spelled as) and Debby bought me a book. Had to get slick help to pay her back lol. Did jumpshots on the bridge and risked falling off the bridge lol.

Then we went back to church, played round-the-world table tennis and died, then woke the next morning to send the overseas peeps off. And yes we went to all 4 of the terminals in one day. I wanted to die. My legs were dying!

Sigh will miss all that are going off or have already gone. Lets keep in touch all!

(I know this post inst like the other ones that a thinking and whatnot, but everyone should have a boring post once in a while.) Now lets have some resolutions!

Resolutions:
Make Jennifer drink Milo + egg
Pray better
Stop eating so much >(
Mug more
Write to others
Grow up
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Lemme decide the rest later ok? Its like 1 am and my bro is chasing me out of his room now so yeah. Ok then. uh. yeah. ok... yeah.