Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Stressed!

Urgh recently people have been telling me that I look stressed. And telling me that I should take it easy. I know they mean well, but how can I be stressed if:

I am eating a lot more than usual during meals

I am also losing my appetite at times

I can't seem to relax properly

I get very irritated at the slightest remark (good or bad)

I seem to always want to talk to someone or go out (given the fact that i usually hate doing this)

I am bent on wanting to disappear from existence

I always look tired

I have dark circles under my eyes

I may crack any moment

I start shouting at the most random of times

I am constantly complaining

I want to beat up any living thing that happens to irritate me at the moment

Given all these symptoms, how can I be stressed??? Seriously? *shrugs*

Monday, September 8, 2008

I'm all washed up

Sigh, my holidays were not a holiday at all. As usual, I had a ton of work to do. Had to go back to school as well for a computer course (see i told you so!) We learned to use this cool new software called Microsoft Expression. Its so new that not many heard of it. And we had to do C# programming as well...killed my head but its similar to actionscript so after awhile I got used to it. sigh i'm completely exhausted.
Managed to climb over the railings to the roof at church and spent some time emo-ing there. Really nice spot but it kinda attracts attention so I'll only go if there's really little people around. The last time i did that at camp my friends thought i was committing suicide. =.= (well not that i don't wanna die early but i wouldn't throw myself down 2 storeys and expect to die right?) And again I got teased by my friends, they all think I have a boyfriend! DUDES, PEOPLE. BEAR THIS IN MIND. I CAN'T EVEN TALK TO OTHERS PROPERLY DON'T EXPECT ME TO BE SO LUCKY! sheesh.